I wish I knew what I wanted to say but, I don't. If I had a way of changing he outcome of this ay I a sure I would be a busy man y now buying mself some presents and treating myself well, who am I fooling? Its that time of te month where you look at your pocket and say its a long way to go. I am a practical being wth all my practical discisions that smetimes ecome a practical joke.
I am sitting in food court in Jungfernstieg enjoying my banana, mango smoothie. It feels like my world is bigger then my feet. I am not sure how w ill this day end. I am inspired by people I see and hear, while they eat, meet and chat. I sould be at ok but I dnt feel lke it at te moment. I could call my wife but I decide not to. Something wrong with this pcture, can someone tell me wat is it?
Bro...it could be as simple as home sickness...or as deep as depression...When we connect our happiness to the money in our pockets we set ourselves up for a disaster...because that is only temporary...Do what makes you happy...make up your mind that you will be happy and go to that place...1 Love
ReplyDeleteWise words Darrin! Thanks for them. I fully agree with you.
DeleteThat's what friends are for, most fo the times they pick you up. My love goes to you guys for seeing what seem to be not clear to me. I thank you from the bottom of ma heart. Darrin you are and always will be my nigga. Bhuti more than words can ever my joy explain how I feel now.
DeleteGatsheni, bhuti, umngane wami, try to find something surrounding you that you REALLY like, no matter if thoughts or things.
ReplyDeleteI fully agree with Darrin (obviously a wise man ;). "Do what makes you happy!"
Please learn to consciously appreciate and enjoy even the small good things in life. Find them, see them. You need to basically become more satisfied or you gonna break. First of all: Realize that you are loved. Ya already know it. Hey my man, I DO NOT WANT you to break!
Sometimes it takes only a word to change the direction of one's parth. I slept and woke up with a new aproach of my direction. Again to admit hardship is not easy but neccesary for one to gain strenth.Now freely I will go to London with a possitive attitude and do my work and come back to my lovely home.
ReplyDeleteI went to another city of Germany few weeks ago, to my suprise a guy said to me he has been reading my blogg. I was happy to hear that. One step closer to realization of my existence in this podium.
Its been confirmed that money can never buy happines, I am a living proof of that. Out of all I can afford I am nowhere near satistfacion and the moments I'm happy is when I am with my kids and family or rather alone in my studio doing my music.
I thank my creator for all the friends entrusted to my care while I'm here.